The first morning as husband and wife felt eerily ordinary.
Sunlight streamed through the wide glass windows of the apartment, casting long, pale strips across the marble floor. The city hummed to life outside—traffic swelling, distant horns rising and fading, the rhythm of routine continuing without regard for altered destinies.
Inside, the apartment was quiet.
Ishita stood in the kitchen, staring at the coffee machine as though it required legal interpretation before use.
She had woken early.
Not because she slept well—but because she barely slept at all.
Every unfamiliar sound had reminded her that this was not her home.
That she had crossed a line that could not be uncrossed casually.
She pressed a button. The machine whirred to life.
Footsteps approached.
Measured. Unhurried.
Raghav entered in a crisp white shirt, sleeves buttoned, expression composed.
“Good morning,” he said.
His tone was neutral. Polite.
“Good morning.”
A pause.
“You didn’t have to make coffee,” he added.
“I wasn’t making it for you.”
He nodded once. “Understood.”
Silence again.
She poured her cup.
He reached for another mug without asking.
The small domestic choreography felt surreal.
They stood side by side, not touching.
Finally, he spoke.
“We should formalize the terms.”
She looked at him. “Before or after caffeine?”
“Preferably before the day complicates things.”
She took a slow sip.
“Fine.”
He gestured toward the dining table.
They sat opposite each other.
The sunlight between them felt like a boundary line.
Raghav folded his hands neatly.
“As discussed earlier, this arrangement is strategic.”
“Yes,” Ishita replied calmly.
“Clarity will prevent misunderstandings.”
“Agreed.”
He inclined his head slightly.
“Separate rooms,” he began.
“Already in place,” she said.
“Yes. That remains non-negotiable.”
“Obviously.”
A faint tightening at the corner of his mouth suggested he heard the edge in her voice but chose not to respond to it.
“Second,” he continued, “no interference in each other’s personal lives.”
She leaned back slightly. “Define interference.”
“I will not question your schedule, friendships, or choices unless they directly affect the public perception of this marriage.”
“And I extend the same courtesy,” she said.
“Good.”
He continued, tone steady.
“There will be public appearances when necessary—company events, family gatherings. We will present a stable front.”
“A convincing one?” she asked.
“A believable one.”
“Believable marriages require warmth.”
“They require consistency,” he corrected.
She held his gaze.
“You’re very certain about that.”
“It’s efficient.”
“That’s not what I said.”
A small silence settled.
He shifted slightly in his chair.
“No emotional expectations,” he said.
Her fingers tightened almost imperceptibly around her coffee mug.
“Meaning?”
“This is not a traditional marriage. There will be no obligation to perform affection in private.”
She exhaled slowly. “You’re concerned I might expect something?”
“I’m preventing confusion.”
“I don’t confuse contracts with feelings.”
“Good.”
The word landed too quickly.
Her eyes narrowed slightly. “You really think emotions are optional in arrangements like this?”
“I think they’re avoidable if both parties are disciplined.”
“And if they’re not?”
“Then the arrangement fails.”
There it was.
Clinical. Precise.
She set her cup down carefully.
“And divorce?” she asked.
“Once the board issue is resolved and a safe interval has passed—yes.”
“How long is ‘safe’?”
“One year.”
“A full year of pretending.”
“A full year of stability.”
She gave a faint, humorless smile. “You say that as though stability is simple.”
“It’s manageable.”
“For you, maybe.”
He studied her for a moment.
“You agreed to this.”
“I did.”
“And you understood the terms.”
“I understood the urgency,” she corrected quietly.
The distinction hung between them.
Raghav leaned back now, assessing.
“You’re having second thoughts.”
“No.”
“Then what is this?”
She met his gaze directly.
“This is me ensuring I don’t disappear inside your definition of ‘manageable.’”
A flicker—brief, almost invisible—crossed his expression.
“I have no intention of erasing you,” he said evenly.
“Good.”
Another pause.
She spoke again.
“There’s something you missed.”
He waited.
“If we’re establishing terms, then mutual respect isn’t optional.”
His tone remained calm. “I haven’t disrespected you.”
“You’re treating this like an acquisition.”
“That’s inaccurate.”
“Is it?”
“Yes.”
She tilted her head slightly. “Because it feels like you evaluated options and selected the least complicated one.”
His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly.
“You were not selected,” he said. “You were approached.”
“That’s semantics.”
“It’s precision.”
“And that,” she replied softly, “is exactly the problem.”
Silence expanded again.
The air felt sharper now.
He broke it first.
“Ishita, this marriage exists because external forces required it. Emotionally charging it will not improve the situation.”
“I’m not charging it.”
“You are reacting.”
“I’m responding.”
“To what?”
“To being told what I won’t feel before I’ve even had the chance to not feel it.”
He stared at her.
“That’s unnecessarily complicated.”
“It’s human.”
Another long pause.
Finally, he said, “What do you want added to the terms?”
Her answer came immediately.
“Transparency.”
“In what sense?”
“If something changes—if the board pressure increases, if timelines shift—you inform me. Immediately. I’m not ornamental.”
“You won’t be treated as such.”
“Good.”
“And you?” he asked.
“What about me?”
“If your circumstances change—if this arrangement becomes untenable—you will say so.”
She held his gaze steadily.
“I won’t run.”
“That wasn’t the implication.”
“It was.”
He did not deny it.
The power dynamic shifted subtly in that silence.
Raghav thrived in structure. In clarity. In contracts.
Ishita survived through emotional containment.
He built walls of logic.
She built walls of composure.
Neither intended to open a gate.
He stood.
“I have a board call in thirty minutes.”
She rose as well.
“I have work too.”
They moved toward their respective spaces like diplomats retreating after a treaty negotiation.
At the doorway to the hallway, he paused.
“One more thing.”
She turned.
“There will be speculation,” he said. “About why the marriage happened quickly.”
“I assumed as much.”
“If anyone asks—”
“It was mutual,” she finished.
“Yes.”
“And we valued privacy.”
“Correct.”
She nodded once.
“Done.”
He watched her for a second longer than necessary.
Then he walked away.
That evening, they crossed paths again in the kitchen.
The day had layered new fatigue over old uncertainty.
He loosened his tie.
She had changed into softer clothes, her hair tied loosely back.
“Dinner?” he asked.
“I ordered something.”
“For both of us?”
“Yes.”
A brief pause.
“Thank you.”
She shrugged lightly. “Efficiency.”
He almost smiled.
They ate at the dining table.
The silence was less sharp now, but not comfortable either.
Measured.
“I met with legal today,” he said.
She looked up. “About?”
“The clause. We’re secure for now.”
“For now,” she echoed.
“Yes.”
“And the board?”
“Watching.”
“Of course they are.”
He studied her again.
“You handle this well.”
“Handle what?”
“Pressure.”
She gave a small shrug. “I grew up in a house where pressure was a permanent resident.”
He considered that.
“Still,” he said, “this is significant.”
“It is.”
“You don’t seem overwhelmed.”
She met his eyes.
“Would it help if I were?”
“No.”
“Then I won’t be.”
Something in that answer unsettled him.
Because it mirrored him too closely.
He set down his fork.
“There’s one more clarification.”
She sighed lightly. “You enjoy these.”
“I prefer precision.”
“Go on.”
“If at any point you develop expectations beyond the scope of this arrangement—”
She interrupted, voice calm but firm.
“Don’t.”
His gaze sharpened. “Don’t what?”
“Preemptively assign emotions to me.”
“I’m ensuring—”
“You’re protecting yourself,” she said quietly.
That struck closer than he expected.
He leaned back slowly.
“And you’re not?”
“Of course I am.”
“From what?”
She held his gaze.
“From forgetting that this isn’t real.”
The words settled heavily between them.
He spoke carefully.
“It is legally real.”
“You know what I mean.”
He did.
And that was precisely why he did not respond immediately.
Finally, he said, “Attachment complicates exit.”
“Only if you assume exit is inevitable.”
“It is.”
She tilted her head slightly.
“You sound very sure.”
“I am.”
She studied him.
“Why?”
“Because this was never about us.”
A flicker passed through her eyes—too fast to name.
“And if it becomes about us?” she asked quietly.
“It won’t.”
The certainty in his tone was almost defensive.
She stood, collecting her plate.
“Good,” she said softly.
He watched her walk away.
For the first time, something felt unstable.
Not externally.
Internally.
Later that night, they met again unintentionally.
The hallway light was dim.
She had stepped out to get water.
He had come out of his study after another call.
They stopped when they saw each other.
A strange intimacy hovered in the quiet.
“Are you comfortable?” he asked.
“In this house?”
“Yes.”
“It’s not uncomfortable.”
“That wasn’t the question.”
She considered.
“It’s temporary,” she said.
He nodded slowly.
“Yes.”
She looked at him then—not guarded, not confrontational. Just searching.
“You don’t believe in accidents, do you?” she asked.
“No.”
“Everything is strategy.”
“Most things.”
“And people?”
“People make choices.”
She studied him carefully.
“And what if this choice changes something neither of us planned?”
“It won’t,” he repeated.
Her lips curved faintly—not in amusement, but in quiet skepticism.
“You’re very certain for someone who just rewrote his life in forty-eight hours.”
Certainty flickered—just briefly.
Then returned.
“I operate well under pressure.”
“I can see that.”
A long silence stretched.
Then she said softly, almost to herself, “This is temporary.”
“Yes,” he replied.
The words sounded solid.
Definitive.
Controlled.
But neither of them moved immediately.
Neither retreated.
And somewhere beneath logic and composure, beneath contracts and clauses, beneath carefully drafted emotional restrictions—
A question neither wanted to acknowledge had already begun to exist.
Temporary things did not usually feel this significant.
Finally, she stepped back.
“Good night.”
“Good night.”
They returned to their separate rooms.
Separate beds.
Separate walls.
But sleep did not come easily.
Because repetition does not always create belief.
And even as both of them told themselves—
This is temporary.
Neither fully believed that.



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